on 4th of july 2006, on the USA independence day, this blog came alive.. just over 6 months and a meagre 4 postings later it went on retirement.. a fate i m sure it shared with alot of other blogs... being an avid follower of the local blogging scene, blogging and to a large extend bloggers intrigued me.. some view blogs as a personal domain so sacred no one is allowed to read them, which i am sure no one bothers to read or interested in them (sad case of self indulgence i suppose), some publicised it to the extend listing it in the local blog list and even compete for honours just like going after the oscars, some even made it into a business earning them big bucks (i love some of that hehehe), some definitely became very popular as they are very very informative...
blogging infact is OLD STORY now so why do i bother about it... well i was reminiscing why or what in the world made me start this blog and then let it went into retirement then out of the blue it arouses itself again (hey dont get me wrong on the choice of words here, may be the malam jumaat syndrome is getting to me hehehe)... in the beginning i tried to justify it by saying its just ramblings of an individual ... i suppose the real reason (again this is relative to time.. no relation to Einstein’s theory of relativity though) is to let out what is in my head ... i dont know if its normal or only applies to crackpots .. i have so much running around in my head .. questions .. arguments .. deep thoughts... 247 even in my sleep.. is that normal? ( i realy realy hope so ....) my brains is always in multitasking mode ... just like an internet forum with multiple threads at the same time (without this i feel i will lose the edge) ... i suppose can be seen with the so many brackets in my postings (as long as as i wont be known as OKB ... orang kaya brackets)... here i go again .. digressing....
back to what i am trying to say ... here i am at this crossroad i suppose other bloggers had or will be experiencing... do i become a closet blogger or let others read my postings.. a well known VIP blogger i talked to recently said bloggers are funny .. they want to remain anonymous yet they want their blogs to be famous .. may be this is true ... so what do i do? I suppose it will answers itself ...
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